Kelantanese Roasted Chicken (Ayam Percik)

    Tonight was the moment my housemates and me had been waiting for a long time. i cooked Kelantanese roasted chicken aka "ayam percik". i didnt have any idea how a whole wide world could disappear in one second of guilty indulgence of food. who is the luckiest? my housemates!!! leg-crossing and leg-shaking while me sweating like hell in the kitchen. suddenly a piece of Malaysian heaven emerged in front of their eyes. who cares as long as we could have a good time together. happy to make 5 empty stomachs full. here is a piece of snapshot to share and make you guys jealous.

BON APPETIT!!!

Crossroads of Life...

     This morning i suddenly thought whether i was at a multi-branched crossroads of life or on a spiral path full obstacles. it hit me hard when i felt that i was struggling with life while i should be enjoying it. i was trying my very best just to have through my day.


    So i took a proactive step to call my friend to have a second opinion about what had been going on now. he is more like a family to me than my real family is. he always stands by me through good and bad times. i don't what happened to me without him around. 


   He brought up this matter. he really went deep into the situation. he separated the messy entanglements of problems pretty much strand by strand. i really amazed how he attacked the problems rationally and critically. he told that i was actually not at a crossroads of life but on spiral path full of obstacles. like it or not, i have to face it to solve the problems. i must weather these storms all alone if i have to. that's probably the way out. so afraid and jaded of this life.  

"Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile."~Albert Einstein~