Kelantanese Roasted Chicken (Ayam Percik)

    Tonight was the moment my housemates and me had been waiting for a long time. i cooked Kelantanese roasted chicken aka "ayam percik". i didnt have any idea how a whole wide world could disappear in one second of guilty indulgence of food. who is the luckiest? my housemates!!! leg-crossing and leg-shaking while me sweating like hell in the kitchen. suddenly a piece of Malaysian heaven emerged in front of their eyes. who cares as long as we could have a good time together. happy to make 5 empty stomachs full. here is a piece of snapshot to share and make you guys jealous.

BON APPETIT!!!

Crossroads of Life...

     This morning i suddenly thought whether i was at a multi-branched crossroads of life or on a spiral path full obstacles. it hit me hard when i felt that i was struggling with life while i should be enjoying it. i was trying my very best just to have through my day.


    So i took a proactive step to call my friend to have a second opinion about what had been going on now. he is more like a family to me than my real family is. he always stands by me through good and bad times. i don't what happened to me without him around. 


   He brought up this matter. he really went deep into the situation. he separated the messy entanglements of problems pretty much strand by strand. i really amazed how he attacked the problems rationally and critically. he told that i was actually not at a crossroads of life but on spiral path full of obstacles. like it or not, i have to face it to solve the problems. i must weather these storms all alone if i have to. that's probably the way out. so afraid and jaded of this life.  

"Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile."~Albert Einstein~

Lazy and Nocturnal

     Yeah..... just woke up in the middle of night. feeling dizzy, but good. wannna have fun a little tonight. i plan to watch a movie or anything new in hulu.com. i have been having this kind of life for quite some time now. sleeping tight during the day, and wide awake during the night. god, i mess up my biological clock a lot lately.

     Unfortunately, i am not in mood either to do any work. dont know what else to do. i dont wanna do my homework, dont wanna do my research, dont wanna my readings. oh god, i am so jaded doing the same old craps all day long. day in, day out, repeat the same things.

     i think these 2 kinds of habits make me, LAZY and NOCTURNAL.... yes, i am a LAZY and NOCTURNAL living being.

"If you have a difficult task give it to a lazy man, he will find an easier way to do it." ~Hlade's Law~

Niagara Falls Trip...

Last weekend, i had a trip to Niagara Falls

it was awesome and very entertaining

i cant explain the feelings i had

but i like them so much

it made me feel so right, so happy

During the trip i swung by several other places

these were the places of attraction i went:

1) 1000 Islands

2) Niagara Falls

3) Corningware

Anyway i had a nice time with my friends. you had to be there to feel it. XOXO....

Post Fluid Test...

The moment of truth is now. i did my test and it was freaking hard. i had no idea at all how to tackle the questions. damn!!! so afraid to see how it will turn out. hopefully my marks are above the average. the questions were on:

1) Viscosity Thickness in a Circular Viscometer

• Slept halfway thru and then blurred again, wrote what crossed my mind, didn't think twice, finished in 15 minutes- reserved time 1 hour

2) Boundary Layer in a Square Duct

• Scribbled all the equations i knew which i didn't even understand, finished it in 30 minutes when i should do it in 1 hour

In conclusion, a COMBO pack of failures and headaches. but who cares i wrote almost 4 pages long answers. wishing to get some pity marks along the way. crossing my fingers... :(

Fluid Test...

OMG!!! Today i have my fluid test
but i didnt prepare anything yet
that makes me feel butterflies in my stomach
every time i have tests or whatever you know that's big
the same old shit happens to me
wishing i can go back in time
wishing all the hypothetical, perfect life i may have
but that's impossible
let's face it, we are just humans
have needs, emotions, downs and ups
anyhow i still want to write it out loud
what i want to do and what i should do

this is the list of wishful thoughts that i always have
before exams/ tests:

i wish i could turn back time to make the situation better
i wish i could go back and spend more time with books
i wish i could be more disciplined in time management
i wish i could be more focused in class
i wish i could be a GENIUS!!!

believe it or not, i can control 4 out of 5 items in the list
in conclusion, i am the one who should be responsible for my own failures
to choose and decide what i want in my life
stop the finger-pointing expressions and actions
i am who i want to be


"Life is to be lived, not controlled, and humanity is won by continuing to play in face of certain defeat." ~Ralph Ellison~

Turn Over a New Leaf...

These are the things that i want to get rid from my hectic life:

1) falling behind schedule
    [always getting finger-pointing "looks" from group mates]

2) sleeping too long and too much
    [frequently got cynical "smiles" from house mates]

3) thinking everything will be alright
    [all the time, turned to be unmistakably stupid and unbearably embarrassing]

4) being nice to freaking useless people
    [especially to people who don't know how to appreciate good deeds]

5) being constantly in control of everything
    [often made me uptight, nervous and full of anger]

Of Today...

1) Morning NIST Meeting - thrown out of the windows
2) Reviewing Research Papers - never done it
3) Cooking for RACE - yes, 1st success
4) MEMS Class Meeting - sawed in half... half good.. half nothing

5 psychoactive things in my life right now!!!

1) My studies... crazily packed schedules.
2) My cash... running low and always seems so.
3) My life... under an extremely high pressure.
4) My girlfriend... very needy and too demanding.
5) My research... didn't start anything yet!!!

Bienvenue, blog reader.

Hello there,

Welcome all to my blog. Honestly this is not my first blog and i hope that i can stick to this one, be more serious and more disciplined with this one. In here, I'll share my thoughts and views that have been bugging my head. Feel free to share yours to the world.

Sirry